What the hell was I thinking???????????????????????????
That's what went through my my mind all day, and even now. I struggled through Day 1 with great difficulty. Eating fruits one whole day sounded like cake walk when I read it on a website, but in reality I hated it. The fact that my husband decided to be the devil in disguise and tempt me with food didn't make it any easier. While I gnawed my way through an apple, Ro was biting into a cheese quesadilla. While I was sipping the barely-edible GM-diet soup, he was grinning at me with a half eaten pizza slice in hand. Sigh! how much more of this I can handle, I have no clue. This time its not just myself I'm gonna admit defeat, its to all of you..so I'd be pronouncing to the whole world about the lil or no will power...
I was in a foul mood all day and had a headache. I wonder if it was just psychological (because I read about it online) or if it was the heater on full blast since its been raining non stop or generally me being me, but the day just crawled.
Morning- had a cup of black coffee with 1 tsp sugar (cheated on that itself)
Lunch- a box of cherries
Tea time- a cup of black tea with a dash of lime and 1 tsp sugar + an apple
Dinner- the GM-diet soup and a slice of watermelon
I would have had about 7 glasses of water as well.
I don't have a digital scale, so noting down exact weight is not possible. But as of now I see NO change:(
PS: Thanks all you guys who wrote in about the diet..I know its a fad diet and it has its ups and downs, but like id mentioned before this is more of a personal thing that I need to do for myself.